As I told, I would share some of my thoughts and how can I do it better then with this. This is a mail I’ve sent a few days ago to a sweet friend of mine who asked how I was doing… J
Hello Sweets, I'm doing fine...
It's going with ups and down and lately it's going fast from one to the other....
It's so weird, but then again I understand as no other that I have to go through all of this. I realize that my eyes were open without seeing; my ears were open without really hearing... I know that I have to go through some deeper stuff to go to a next higher level...
it's just a matter of time, its right behind the corner.
I'm happy that they woke me up and feel a bit sad that I let it happen to myself. I mean that I can't see that deep anymore like I used to, that I don't listen or hear like I used to.
So I have to be prepared and some moments I can't wait to let it happen and other moments I feel like down, but that, I know is a trick to scares me….
It's going with ups and down and lately it's going fast from one to the other....
It's so weird, but then again I understand as no other that I have to go through all of this. I realize that my eyes were open without seeing; my ears were open without really hearing... I know that I have to go through some deeper stuff to go to a next higher level...
it's just a matter of time, its right behind the corner.
I'm happy that they woke me up and feel a bit sad that I let it happen to myself. I mean that I can't see that deep anymore like I used to, that I don't listen or hear like I used to.
So I have to be prepared and some moments I can't wait to let it happen and other moments I feel like down, but that, I know is a trick to scares me….
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