Pretender.....

To make everyone happy, I should put on my happy face. But would it make me happy? You know I'm not a pretender, I like it real!!!!

Grateful....

Sometimes we can be so stocked in our own ways, we are so used of everything and everyone around us…. We take to many things for granted or even worse we are feeling miserable for the things we don’t have instead of happy for the things we have… I know it so well and still I’m guilty on doing  it….

There are a few things that I truly want in my life right now or better for a while already, and due the circumstances I can’t have them now or even in the near future.  And to be honest at some days that can ruin my day, I can feel really sad and mad about it.  But I can also feel bad and sad because I let it take over.  

At those moments, It’s like the world isn’t turning anymore, or better everything is turning and rolling and moving forward and I’m standing still…. Time goes by and I forget to enjoy, forget to open my eyes to see the beauty that surrounds me, forget to open my ears to listen to the amazing sounds that want to comfort me…..  

But I know it will gets better,  I realize it because of the fact I write this, I’m aware of it and that means  I can work on it. So I can only be grateful because of the guidance that will always lead me back on the right track…  

Father's Day here and all over the world...

Last Sunday it was here in Belgium and today in almost all other countries of the world:  Father’s Day

A special day for all the dads all over the World, ‘Happy Father’s Day”, I even dare to say ‘Happy Father’s Day to all the dad’s who Deserves it…… 

Why do I have the feeling that Father’s day is not that important or don’t get celebrate as much as Mother’s day?  Is it because mine and my children’s father aren’t with us anymore???  Or is it because there is still a thing that taking care of the children is a mom’s job?  Or is it because there are more single moms then ever and lots of dad’s run away from their duty? 

I don’t know because to be honest it’s not always bad, there are Dad’s that take their roll of being a Dad very serious.  Their children mean everything to them, they live for them and you can see the love in their eyes when they look at their children….. And let us be honest how many Dad’s are out there with a broken heart because they are not allowed to see their children, how many fathers want to be the best dad in the world, but they can’t because they don’t let them be one....

I truly hope that people finally going to realize that it’s not only about them, but also about the other…. Be happy that the parent want to be the parent and let them be the parent instead of making their life miserable and don’t forget what impact it has on the children….

This song gives me goosebumps, goes deep into my soul.... I can play it over and over again.... How could I forget it for so many years, so grateful that I found it back.... :))